Friday morning

woke up with a headache.

had a bad dream.

not one but several.  

what are dreams? 

seriously. 

如果

看完了on call 36,

突然想起两年前的事情.

两年前,得不到JPA的奖学金,

我从小到大的梦想一夜之间就消失了.

就是长大后要成为一个医生. 

看完了on call 36, 

我在想,

如果两年前我得到了那个奖学金,

我现在会读什么?

应该不是ADP了吧. 

也应该不会在美国念书了吧.

如果两年前我得到了那个奖学金, 

毕业后, 就会象戏里面的houseman一样,
然后慢慢成为一位真正的医生.
虽然辛苦, 至少梦想实现了.

如果现实生活中可以有那么多的如果... 

Rain rain go away

A smile can hide so much...

but it's just so hard to smile

when you don't even feel like smiling. 

It's a gloomy rainy day.

so much like what I'm feeling right now.

Enough said. 

Fantastic Baby

by BigBang.

an awesome 'turn-on' song.
to destress from studying,
to destress from finals.
and maybe,
some time out from sad emo love songs.

:)

Start of Something New

Sorry peeps!

Had some intruders.

Forced to delete my old blog due to some malware virus.

Because of some random lifeless people. 

It got hacked, I wonder how.... 

So I guess its a new blog for a new start. 

:)